Chapter 27

JPOV

Most of my things were taking residency in Emmett and Rosie's garage while my clothes stayed at Bella's apartment. Between work and spending time with Alice, I forgot about looking into either extending the current lease on the apartment or finding a new one. In fact, that was the farthest thing from my mind.

While things seemed to be going well between Alice and me, I could still see the hesitation and worry in her eyes. I knew she had every right to worry when I would leave again, but this time was different. I wasn't going to leave her.

"Did you ever think of maybe starting things over with her?"

I looked up from the paper to see my sister standing there with her eyebrow raised. "How do you mean?" I asked.

She sighed and shook her head. "You're just diving into this with Alice, Jazz. She's been through a lot because of you. You need to pace it."

I put my pen down and leaned back against the chair. "You mean take it slower?"

She nodded then shook her head again. "Yes and no, I mean," She sighed again and sat at the table. "Don't be like you were before. You kept secrets from everyone. You were like this creepy stalker guy with her and when you two did have a relationship it was all about the sex."

"It was not."

"Name one time you two hung out and didn't fuck in some way," she challenged.

"Emmett's eighteenth," I smirked. "We didn't do anything that night."

She rolled her eyes. "That's not what I meant and you know it."

"Yeah, yeah. I hear ya. Honestly, Rose, I was thinking of starting over with her."

"You mean no more random fucks against a wall?" Rose laughed as she headed back into the kitchen. I knew telling Emmett about that was a bad idea.

"Exactly. I'm gonna do what I should have done all those years ago. Actually be in a relationship with her."

"You weren't before?" Rose asked, the confusion clear in her voice.

"No, I mean we were... in the sense that she was the only one I was sleeping with. But I mean, I'm not gonna hide it this time. If Edward wants to break my nose over it, so be it," I shrugged.

"Oh come on Jasper! Do you really think he would have turned to violence all those years ago if you just told him how you felt about Alice?"

Yes. "I don't know," I lied.

"Seriously.” I could imagine her rolling her eyes. “It was obvious that you two were together. Even when you tried like hell to pretend that nothing was going on, we all saw it. Edward actually saw it first, but gave you the benefit of the doubt." She came back to the table and placed the plates down. "You hurt more than Alice by being stupid, you know."

"I know."

"No, I don't think you do Jasper," Rose said shaking her head as she set the table. "Alice was a wreck. It was like you took the best parts of her and left us nothing. Bella was confused about why you didn't trust us enough to tell us what was wrong. Emmett..." she sighed. "He was a different person Jazz... it was almost like with him, you took away his sense of humor." She looked up, her blue eyes locked with mine and they looked so heartbroken to have to hash this out again. "But Edward..." She shook her head. "I'm genuinely surprised that he had you come out here," she said honestly.

"You forgot one person," I pointed out.

She looked up at me and gave me a small smile. "Well, I kind of understood why you left. I would have to, given the situation."

"Don't hold back Rosalie."

"Alright, I thought you were a selfish, self-centered prick. How could you say you loved us then just leave without a good-bye? You didn't even tell us where you were going, didn't bother to tell us how to find you. You know you weren't the only one whose life was turned upside down. What Greg did... that affected me too, you know."

"I'm sorry Rose..."

She just shook her head and went back to the kitchen. I heard Emmett's motorcycle pull up and chuckled at the nineteen-fifties vibe these two had with their domestic life.

"You know," Rose called out just as Emmett stepped through the garage door. "Edward was on to your little game back when you two went to the concert."

"What? How?"

"Oh come on. Linkin Park tickets... in California. Yeah, that wasn't obvious at all."

~*~*~February 22nd, 2002~*~*~

Alice hadn’t stopped bouncing since the moment we left home to come here. I knew she'd love the concert tickets and truth be told, I was just glad to get her something that we could both enjoy together.

Rose and Emmett gave me shit for the last week, saying that this qualified as a date, since I was taking her out of state, overnight. While I would have loved to agree with them, I tried my best to maintain a friendly distance.

The opening bands, were loud and obnoxious, but did their job. They had the crowd hyped and ready for the main show. The minute the boys from Linkin Park crossed the stage, the intensity in the air changed.

Half way through their set, Alice removed her hoodie and tied it around her waist, as she bounced around and sang along. The minute I saw the little white top she was wearing, I knew I was in trouble. If I noticed her, I was fairly sure the other boys around us did as well.

Sure enough a few minutes later, some kid tried pulled her over and with the intention to dance against her. I quickly wrapped my arms around her, placing my hands firmly against the skin of her stomach and pulled her closer. The kid gave me a quizzical look, to which I answered by kissing the crook of her neck.

She pushed herself closer to me and seemed to like the attention I was giving her, letting out a small approving sound. I kissed her once more, content on just holding her for the rest of the concert.

When it was over, we went to a nearby motel. I felt bad that I couldn't get something nicer, but I knew Alice wouldn't care. She stayed in the car while I checked in. Once I was done, I went back to the car, tossed the key over to Alice and grabbed our bags and her pillow.

She took the pillow from me, tucking it under her arm before taking my free hand in hers. Silently we walked up the back staircase to our room. I started chewing on my lip nervous about what she’d think when she saw only one bed in the room. It's not like we haven't slept in the same bed before... just not without the risk of someone barging in on us.

She sat on the bed, bouncing slightly as I placed her bag near her. "It's springy," she said smiling.

"I bet... so um check out is at noon and seeing how it's almost midnight, we should probably get to bed soon so we don't miss it."

She pulled her hoodie off, tossing it towards the chairs by the window. "This is part of my birthday gift, right?" She asked. I nodded in response. "Well then, don't you think there's a tradition we need to uphold?" She asked biting her lip while adverting her gaze.

I moved to sit next to her. "I don't know what you mean," I teased, slowly kicking my shoes off. I felt the bed shift and looked up as she moved to straddle my lap.

"I think you do, Nerdy Boy," she said as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Hmm... traditions huh? Well, I already said happy birthday..." I wrapped my arms around her, moving one of my hands along the exposed skin of her lower back. "And there was the customary party..."

She twisted her fingers in my hair at the base of my skull and pouted a little at me, "One more tradition, that's just ours?"

"Just ours?" I teased, knowing exactly what she meant. She nodded and bit her full bottom lip. I smiled as I placed my hand on her cheek and gently removed her lip with my thumb. "I can't kiss it if you're biting it," I joked.

Her breathing hitched as her eyes locked with mine, "Please?" she whispered. I obliged, moving my hand to cup the back of her neck as I softly kissed her.

The kiss started off gentle and slow, but quickly turned passionate and deep. The more our tongues and lips moved to together the more of her I wanted.

My hands slid up along her sides and under her top, my fingertips brushing against the side of her breasts, making her gasp. I took the opportunity to move my lips to her throat as my hand cupped her soft breast. She gasped again and wiggled a little, making me pull away just in time for her to pull the short white top over her head.

I watched the movement of her chest as her breathing picked up, before rubbing my thumb over one of her hardened nipples. "Oh God, Jasper..." she breathed, her hands making their way under my shirt, running along the taunt muscles above my jeans.

"Hold on," I said softly, kissing her once before yanking my shirt up over my head and tossing it to the side. I wrapped my arms around her again, holding her to me as I moved us so she was under me on the bed. "Better?" I asked.

"Yes," she was breathing hard. "Nerdy Boy... Are we?"

I shook my head. "Not yet," I said softly against the skin of her collarbones. She wiggled again and moved her hand lower, dipping her fingers into the side of my jeans.

"We're all alone," she whispered in a somewhat naughty voice.

I looked up at her as I kissed lower. "Uh huh..." I agreed.

"We can do stuff... If you want," she looked at me imploringly.

I smirked at her before moving to kiss her sternum and stomach. "Do you want to?" I asked.

"Yeah," she said so quietly I wasn't sure if I was supposed to hear it. "I want you..."

I moved back up, kissing her passionately again. I wanted her too. I was just an idiot and didn't think this was going to happen. She wrapped her legs around my waist and pressed herself harder against my chest, smashing her soft breasts against me.

My hands traveled to the waist of her jeans and I moved slightly to pop the button, pulling away to smirk down at her as I pulled the jeans down. Christ on a crutch, she's wearing a thong.

She sat up, her hands going for my belt and shakily began removing it. I cupped her face in my hands. “Relax Ali Cat,” I said softly before sucking her bottom lip into my mouth. I slowly took the lead in the kiss, using my own lips to part her mouth before touching my tongue with hers.

It was what she needed to calm down. The nervous trembling of her hands subsided, as a new found confidence took over and she managed to undo the belt and the fly of my jeans.

I laid her back onto the bed, never once breaking the kiss as she used her feet to push my jeans down. I kissed my way down her jaw and neck, nipping and sucking on her sweet, soft skin, making my way to her breasts as I kicked my jeans the rest of the way off.

I slowly ran my tongue around her nipple, watching her reaction, before sucking it into my mouth. She mewled as one hand fondled her other breast and my free hand made its way down the flat of her stomach.

Just as my finger tips made it under the waistband of her panties, she tugged my hair, making me move back up where she hungrily took my lips with hers.

It was my turn to moan as I touched her slick folds, teasing her as I ran the tip of my middle finger up slowly between them.

“God baby… you’re so wet,” I breathed as I kissed the skin beneath her ear, desperately trying to control the urge to just take her.

"You make me that way," she purred, her hand tracing my muscles lightly before dipping into my boxers.

I bit my lip as I felt her fingers brush against my cock. I slowly pumped my finger in and out of her as my thumb drew lazy circles against her clit.

“Oh God,” she gasped, her hips bucking into my hand as she closed her eyes, her mouth forming a small ‘o’ shape.

I pumped a little faster, stopping at one point when I felt her hand wrap around me and pump in rhythm to my movements.

“Tighter baby,” I practically begged, whimpering when her hand tightened around me.

Our hands pumped faster as each one of us made the other moan and pant harder. I wasn’t sure about her, but having her stroke me like she this, was making it easier for me to imagine what it would be like to move inside her.

Just the thought alone made me lose it as I felt my hips jerk into her hand my balls tighten as I came onto her hand.

I slowed the movement of my hand, watching her as she removed hers from my boxers to lick the cum of it.

Holy fuck, that’s hot!

"Not as bad as I expected," she said with a blush.

“You’re so fucking hot,” I told her, kissing her hard as I pumped my finger into her faster. She gasped into the kiss but quickly returned it. Her hips began rocking into my hand, causing more friction on her clit as we moved faster.

She moved her head to the side as she started to pant my name, my lips running along her neck, feeling her heart race through her vein. The one hand she had on my shoulder, dug its nails into me and I knew she was on the edge.

I stopped playing with her clit, using my just my finger to please her, waiting for the right moment.

“Jasper… please…” she moaned arching her back, pushing herself against me. With a quick roll of her clit between my thumb and forefinger, I felt her cum around me.

“I want to taste you so bad,” I admitted, licking the bit of sweat from her chest that had formed, as I slowly pumped inside of her, letting her ride out her orgasm. “Feel you cum and shudder around my tongue…”

She moaned louder at that, followed by quick, shallow pants. When I knew her climax was over, I removed my hand and brought it to my mouth where promptly sucked on my finger, moaning at the taste of her.

She stared wide eyed at me. "Did you like that?" she asked in a breath.

I nodded. "Oh yeah," I said moving to grab the blanket and pulling it over us. "Was that what you had in mind?" I asked her.

She smiled a little, her cheeks flushing as she looked at me. "Yeah, it was nice."

I chuckled wrapping my arms around her. "Just nice huh?" I teased.

She smiled a little bigger, "No it was more than nice... this was the most amazing day of my life... Thank you N.B."

"You're very welcome Ali Cat. Thank you for letting me spend it with you," I smiled before kissing the tip of her nose.

"There's no one who I would want to spend it more."

"Not even you're be-eff-eff, Rosie?" I teased.

She shook her head with a grin.

"Well good. She probably would have bitched the whole time anyway," I laughed. "We should get some sleep. Long day on the road tomorrow." Back to reality, I added silently.

~*~*~*~
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Chapter 26

APOV:

I hated waiting, it was one of those things I was never really good at. Not that I'm impatient, no, just waiting and not doing anything seems very unproductive to me, and I am a very productive person. Or at least I'd like to think I am. I am also one of those 'take charge' kind of people, and waiting around to see if you're ex boyfriend/bestfriend/love-of-your-life to show back up is not really a 'take charge' kind of move.

At least he called me, that's a good thing, right? That means the trashy whore didn't dig her claws into him again and force him to stay somehow.

All the what ifs kept playing in my head and it was slowly making me nauseous. I needed to think of something else... Do something else. So I decided to make a call to someone I hadn't spoken to since Jasper came back into my life like the tornado that he is; Carmen.

~*~oOo~*~

After I got off the phone with Carmen I felt a little better, she suggested that I should just clean up my apartment and purge some items a bit and she also said that I could visit them in New York if I wanted to. I told her I’d think about it and got off the phone. Maybe it was time to purge my closet and my home of useless things, donate some to Goodwill or just toss things I no longer had any use for.

I put a handkerchief on my head and my grubbiest clothes on before I got started. About halfway through the day I decided I was in need of a cucumber sandwich and some tea, bad. I began making everything when there was a knock at the door.

Who the fuck could that be? I wondered as I padded over to the door, unlocking it and opening it expecting to see a salesperson.

"Surprise," N.B. said with a smile.

"Oh my God! I wasn't expecting to see you so soon!" I squealed happily, wrapping my arms around him tightly.

He laughed and put his arms around me. "That's generally why they call it a surprise Ali Cat." He pulled away slightly. "Got you these as well," he said, holding up a bouquet of flowers.

They were a beautiful arrangement of yellow and purple irises and roses. "They’re beautiful Nerdy Boy!" I took them from him and ushered him inside as I made my way to the kitchen to put them in a vase. "Sorry about the mess, I wasn't expecting anyone."

He laughed. "That's quite alright, I figured I'd come see you first since it was on the way to the apartment, before I went home to pass out."

"You can sleep here if you want..." I chewed my lip and hoped he would take me up on my offer. I could cook dinner for him, just like the old days.

He smiled a lazy smile at me. "I don't want to impose."

"Please, it would make me feel a lot better to know you aren't killing yourself driving to Bella's old apartment." I batted my lashes at him, "Please?"

He nodded, "Alright, but I don't put what ever you were doing on hold for me okay?"

I smiled and shook my head, "I'm just cleaning, don't I look hot?" I asked, laughing as I twirled for him, showing off my look.

"I always think you're hot Ali Cat," he said sincerely.

"Really?" I asked, giving him a funny look.

"Yeah," he gave me a lopsided grin again, "Even when you think you're at your worst."

I tilted my head and felt the corner of my mouth turn up into a smile, "You're hotter."

He shook his head. "Nope, you win that contest."

I rolled my eyes, "Do you need lunch before you pass out?"

He shook his head, "No thank you."

"Okay," I gestured towards the bedroom. "Go on then."

He came over and kissed my cheek. "Thanks Ali..."

I kissed his cheek in response. "Sweet dreams."

I watched his back as he walked rather stiffly towards my bedroom, to sleep in my bed. Why is it that still makes me feel a bit like a little kid when I think about him between my sheets? It makes me wanna jump up and down and squeal with excitement. He pulled his shirt up over his head and I felt that heat in my stomach as I watched the way his muscles rippled.

My. God.

I shook my head so I would stop thinking about following that fine ass into bed and letting him really tucker himself out. Cleaning, cleaning, that's right I must clean.

~*~oOo~*~

Six hours and lots of junk later I was sitting and wondering if I should wake Jasper up from his nap. Was six hours enough? Would he be grumpy with me for waking him? Would he want to eat dinner?

I finally decided that he would probably enjoy a good meal and before going in to wake him I changed into a nice dress and brushed my hair. I walked into my bedroom and watched him sleep for a moment, he looked so harmless and peaceful sleeping like that.

First I tried to wake him by simply shaking his arm, but ended up having to climb on top of him to shake him by the shoulders. "N.B. get up..."

He smiled and shook his head. "No, I'm comfy," he pouted, his voice raspy from sleep.

"Don't you want something to eat?" I asked, tilting my head to look at him.

His lip twitched as he tried to fight a smirk. "Depends..."

"On?"

"What’s on the menu," he said as his hands ghosted along my thighs.

"Anything you want," I smiled at him.

"Anything?" he asked. I nodded quickly, wondering what he wanted to eat.

He quickly moved us so I was pinned under him. "Does that include... you?"

My eyes widened when I realized what he wanted to eat and I let out a surprised giggle. "If you want.. but did you break it off with Kelly?"

"Yes I did," he said as he moved up to kiss and nip at my neck.

"Mmm... then you can have me if you'd like," I purred, letting him take me.

He hummed against my neck. "I like."

~*~oOo~*~

The next morning was a Saturday and I was so grateful I didn't have to work. Jasper kept me up all night, and while I wasn't complaining, it made for an interesting morning. I put a pot of coffee on after I climbed out of the shower and went to get the newspaper from the door. By the time I made it back to the kitchen I saw a half-naked Jasper, apparently making something for breakfast.

"What'cha making?" I asked as I sat myself at the counter.

"Omelets," he smiled. "You still like 'em with tomatoes and extra cheese?"

"Yes I do," I smiled at the way his muscles flexed as he mixed.

"Good. Got any plans today?" I shook my head in response. "Wanna have lunch with me, and Peter and Char?"

"Sure..." I said with a small smile. I loved Peter and Charlotte, I actually maintained my friendship with them over the years, which was pretty funny considering how we met.

*~*~* January 1st, 2005 *~*~*

I smiled as I sipped the green sludgy cocktail they were serving. I couldn't wait til I got into college, they had parties for just about everything. Last night Jasper took me to new years party, and he took me to this one tonight celebrating the fact that we didn't get alcohol poisoning and die last night.

New Years had been great; Jasper, ever the strong protective boyfriend, watched over me for most of the night, dancing with me in a way that only people who were intimate could dance. Eventually, as with all the parties Jasper takes me to, we ended up grinding and making out, which led to other things once he took me back to his room.

My entire body tingled when I thought about what he did to me last night. My knees ached and my ass was sore, but it was completely fucking worth it.

I was shaking my hips lightly to the beat of the music that was playing and turned to look for my man so I could ask him to dance with me and maybe we could have repeat of the night before. I'd even wear the little plaid skirt he liked so much if he wanted me to.

I finally found him on the opposite side of the very large room, talking to some petite blonde wearing the skimpist pink top known to man and the tiniest little school-girl skirt. I could feel my heart thudding against my ribcage as I watched her lean closer to him and him begin to laugh. The bubble of anger, grief and jealousy popped and spilling it's icky green contents all over me.

Fuck this.

I downed my drink and walked over to the guy who was acting as the bartender and ordered up a few shots. They say you can drown your sorrows... but can they drown the fact that you'll always be second best to the guy you love?

~*~oOo~*~

A little while later my entire body felt loose and I felt good... really good. I was getting lots of attention, cat-calls and ass smacks as I table danced to ‘Yeah’ on an end table. Someone handed me another drink, which I downed in one gulp before I started shaking my ass again, making the table wiggle precariously under my weight.

"Ali Cat, what are you doing?" Jasper asked from my side, holding his hands up as if to catch me.

"Dancin'," I chirped, rolling my hips and reaching my hands above my head.

"You're gonna end up with a concussion," he gave me a pointed look.

"What do you care? Go back and talk to your new girlfriend." I tried to glare at him, but wasn't entirely sure I could scrunch up my face in the right manner with how loose and tingly my face felt.

"I only got one girl and she's about to fall flat on her ass."

"Then go help her!" I screamed at him, tripping and falling backwards, barely registering that I was falling before I felt something warm and a hell of a lot softer than the concrete floor catch me.

"I told you, you were gonna fall on your ass," he sighed. "Why are you so pissy Ali?"

"I saw you flirtin’ with that... girl..." I stifled a sob that threatened to escape.

"Baby, what girl?" He asked. "I wasn't flirting with anyone."

"That blonde girl in the tiny skirt and the pink shirt with the boobs and she made you laugh and..." I buried my face into his shoulder and cried, twelve years of never being good enough finally catching up to me.

He chuckled and tightened his grip on me. "Ali Cat... that was Char. She's Peter's girl."

"Why were you flirting with her then?" I asked feeling a little hysterical.

"I wasn't flirting! She was telling me a story about Peter."

"I wanna go home," I sobbed miserably.

"Alright," he sighed standing up and carrying me out the door, the sounds of people making out and moaning now drowning out the sound of music.

"I'm sorry..." the tears kept rolling down my cheeks I was unable to stop them.

"For what?" he asked.

"For crying... For ruining your fun night..." I mumbled, my stomach turning.

He pressed his lips to my hair. "Well how can I have fun if you're not having fun Ali?"

"You seemed to be havin’ fun," I mumbled bitterly.

He sighed, "I don't want to fight with you."

"Then..." my voice wobbled as I said my next words. "Break up with me then."

He stopped walking and looked at me. "Excuse me?"

"If you don't like me anymore just dump me Jazz, then you don't have to pretend anymore."

"What the fuck?" He shook his head and started walking faster. "I don't know what you drank tonight but you are cut off."

My mind was spinning and I felt this dull throb in my head right between my eyebrows. "I love you..." I whispered in a watery voice.

"I love you too, Alice."

"Do you?" I reached up and cupped his stubbly cheek.

He moved his head to kiss my palm and gave me a small smile. "Always have Ali Cat, always will."

"I'm sorry I got jealous..." I buried my hot face in his cool neck.

"Just promise me you won't start another table dance when you get jealous again. Unless its just for me," he teased.

"Did you get jealous?" I asked weakly. He nodded. "Why," I lifted my head so I could look at him through hazy eyes.

"Because out of all the shmucks in the world, for some reason you picked me. And to see them watching you... I know what they're thinking... feeling... hell, I'm thinking and feeling it too."

"And what's that?"

"That you look good up there, shaking and wiggling your hips and how good it is to have you doing that under me."

All the heat hit my crotch at once and I had the sudden urge to just hump him right here, in the middle of the street by the apartment building. "I need to fuck you Nerdy Boy..."

He smirked. "Hell yes you do, but we need to get you home and give you some water first."

I giggled and held on tighter as he ran up the stairs and unlocked the door. I was all excited and giddy and happy until Jasper sat me on the bed, then all that spinning and that pain between my eyebrows amplified and suddenly I felt like I was going to be sick.

I got up and ended up crawling towards the bathroom and barely made it to the toilet before everything I drank came bursting through my mouth. Lovely.

~*~oOo~*~

I heard the chirping outside and sat up, expecting pain or something hang-overish related that I had always heard about... and other than the room being too damn bright... I had nothing. I thought back to last night and cringed, I couldn't believe how jealous I got, or how drunk... I didn't even get laid.

I looked next to me in bed and saw my Nerdy Boy sleeping peacefully and smiled. He had taken care of me last night when I was sick. After kissing his cheek I decided to be nice and make him breakfast, since he had been so sweet to me the night before.

I walked into the deserted kitchen and I got the eggs and bacon and set to work making his favorite breakfast sandwich. It was a little weird to me to have a sandwich for breakfast, but they were good so I wasn't about to diss them. After I was finished I put the two sandwiches on a plate and grabbed some orange juice before heading back into 'our' room.

It was technically his room, but everyone calls it our room, so whatever. I sat the plate on the desk and stradled my sleep man. Oh hello morning wood. I smirked and rubbed myself against him making him moan in his sleep. I leaned forward and kept rubbing, whispering his name into his ear.

"Ali..." he warned, clearly not sleeping anymore. "Keep that up and I'm gonna cum in my shorts."

"Mmm," I ran my nose along his scruffy jaw. "Can't have that can we?"

He shook his head in response. "Wanna fuck?" I asked.

He opened his eyes to look at me. "Are you feeling better?" he asked as his hands made their way up under my shirt.

"Yes," I nodded, "now I am just really, really horny."

"Well that makes two of us," he smiled before pulling me down to him so he could kiss my neck. I sighed happily as his hands slid up my back. He moved his hands down again as his lips moved along my jaw. "Shirt..." he whispered huskily as he tugged at the hem.

I pushed my hands up and let him take my shirt off for me, leaving me half naked and in his face. He reached up and groped my tits, squeezing them while biting his lip as he looked up at me. He looked so sexy like that. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and my hips bucked against his stomach as he sucked a tightened nub into his mouth, licking and swirling with his tongue and sending fire straight to my groin.

He moaned against my skin before looking up at me. "Top or bottom baby?"

"I don't care as long as you're inside me... soon." I half moaned out, feeling every bit the wanton whore I sounded like.

His hand reached around the nightstand blindly as he continued to tease me with his lips. He groaned before pulling away so he could find what he was looking for. He smiled triumphantly when he found the sliver package.

I pushed myself up slightly, letting him remove his boxers to put the condom on as I pulled my own shorts off and straddled his stomach again. He grabbed my waist and gave me a slight half smile as he pulled me down onto his cock. I closed my eyes as I let the blissful sensation of him filling and stretching me wash over me.

After that his hands gripped my hips and we began rocking against each other, desperate for the sweet relief. Soon the only sounds in the room were our heavy breathing and moans whenever one of us hit a particularly good spot.

He moved us, laying me on my back as he brought my legs up onto his shoulders, moving his hips faster. I loved the feeling, the places he was hitting, sending endorphins throughout my body. I was so close, I reached my hand between us and started to vigoriously rub my engorged clit, sending tiny little bits of good feelings to my brain until I fell off the edge, moaning and crying with relief.

He started pounding harder into me, the muscles of his arms and jaw tensing as he pulled himself all the way out before thrusting himself deep into me. I gasped at the pain and pleasure mix as he moaned loudly into the air, his body tensing and releasing with the power of his orgasm.

He looked so sexy when he came. I ran my hand up his defined chest, up his neck and to his jaw, pulling his head down so I could kiss him.

He smiled against my lips. "Morning beautiful," he mumbled.

I let him pull away a little, "Morning! I made you breakfast!"

"You did?" he asked, moving to dispose of the condom.

"See?" I pointed towards the plate on the desk.

He put his glasses on and looked at where I was pointing. "Fried egg sandwiches?"

"With bacon!" I chirped.

He laughed and kissed me again. "Thank you Ali Cat."

"Thank you for taking care of my drunk ass last night..." I batted my eyelashes at him.

He laughed again. "Isn't that what I'm supposed to do? You've always taken care of me when I was sick."

"Yeah, but if I hadn't gotten jealous we wouldn't have even needed to do that."

He frowned slightly. "I still don't understand why you do."

"What, get jealous?" He nodded. "’Cause you're fucking sexy and smart, and I know that I'm not really all that great, and that you could do better, you know?"

He scoffed and rolled his eyes. "There’s no way I could do better Ali, anyone else would be a downgrade." He shook his head, "why are we even talking about this?"

I smiled and kissed him, he always said the sweetest things. "Thank you baby."

"I love you Ali Cat..."

"I love you my Nerdy Boy." I smiled and twisted my hands into his hair, kissing him once more before letting him get up to eat.

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Chapter 25

Jpov

Kelly's blue eyes got wide as she looked at me. "Talk?" she asked.

"Yeah, things have changed."

"I can see that Jasper. Why are you getting rid of your comics?"

I sighed and shook my head. "I'm not getting rid of them. I'm sending them to a friend so he can take care of them until I get a place."

"You've got a place Jasper, you're in it right now."

"I'm moving."

Her jaw went slack and she gawked at me. "But what about the department? You always said you wouldn’t leave the department."

"I was offered a transfer to a new department. Let's face it Kel, the only thing keeping me here was the job."

"Your job?! That's it?!"

Bad choice of words... "Yeah. Kelly, we're not in love with each other-" I quickly halted my words when I saw her hand cover her mouth.

She took a moment before speaking, her eyes showed the sadness and hurt. "You're leaving me?" she whispered.

I looked down at the box in my hands and started to fold it closed, ready to tape it shut. "Yeah... I'm sorry."

She sighed. "No, I get it. I knew I never really had you to begin with. I just wish..."

I looked up at her and watched as her face changed from sadness to anger. Oh shit… "Just wish what?" I asked hoping to find out why she was suddenly angry.

"Forks, Washington?!"

"Yeah, that's where I’m transferring to," I told her.

"You're doing this for her aren't you?!" She balled up her fists angrily.

"If by her you mean Alice… then, yes and no." I got up and headed to the kitchen for something to drink.

"What the fuck?!" she bellowed as she stomped after me. "I thought you weren't good enough for her?"

"I'm not!" I shouted back. "We're gonna try being friends again," I said a bit calmer. "Emmett's dad pulled some strings to get me to stay. That's why I'm going. Better pay and my family are there."

"And her," Her tone clearly a mix of hurt and angry. "Did you...fuck her?" she asked quietly.

I sighed and put my palms on the counter. "Yeah, I did," I admitted. Better to tell her the truth, I reminded myself.

I looked over to see if she was still in the kitchen just as she pulled her hand back and it collided with my face. "You fucking bastard!" she screamed, slapping me again. "You fucked that... that whore? How could you do this to me?!"

"Goddamn it Kelly!" I shouted grabbing her wrist to keep her from hitting me again. "She's not a fucking whore."

"Oh please, I've seen the fucking videos Nerdy Boy, " she seethed.

"Don't call me that Kelly," I dropped her hand. "Why the fuck are you going through my stuff?"

"Because I'm your girlfriend and I can," she said indignantly. "I can't believe you fucked her... and you're fucking leaving me for her! She has got to have some serious issues to take you back."

"A locked foot locker generally means stay out of it." I just rolled my eyes at her. "Think what you want Kel, but you're the one with the fucking issues," I spat and pushed passed her to get out of the kitchen.

"You can't leave me!" she screamed just as I felt air whoosh past my right ear and heard something shatter against the wall, I spun and saw her picking up some of my grandmother's china to throw. "I dyed my hair for you. I offered to let you tie me up..." I could see the angry tears forming at the corners of her eyes as she threw a teacup.

"I never asked you to do any of that Kelly!" I dodged out of the way of the passing cup. "Stop taking it out on my Nana's stuff!" I shouted at her as the matching plate came flying at me. "Damn it Kelly, did you ever stop to think that maybe I wanted you ‘cause you were who you were!?"

"But it was never good enough was it?" she asked with a small sob, before kicking the island cabinet.

"Kel..." I sighed. I shook my head. "I don't know what you want me to say. I tried."

"No you didn't," her bottom lip wobbled. "I love you Jasper... why can't you love me? Why can't you forget about her and just love me?"

"I can't Kelly... I'm sorry." I whispered the last part.

She gave an enraged roar and began chucking things at my head again, bits of porcelain, glass and china flying all around me.

Jesus Christ! I thought as I grabbed her and pulled her out of the kitchen. "Stop it!"

"Fuck you," she screamed kicking my calf as hard as she could.

"God damn it!" I limped out of the way. "What the fuck Kelly?!"

"I hate you! I hate you and your fucking small dick and your stupid stuff and your freaky fetishes!" she screamed, taking some pictures off the walls and throwing them at me as I jumped out of the way.

"Whatever Kelly," I muttered reaching into my pocket for my phone. I needed her out of here if I wanted to keep my stuff in one piece.

"You limp dicked bastard," she screamed as she threw a vase at me.

Fuck, that was my mother's, I thought as I sent a text to her partner at work to come get her. "Knock it off Kelly," I warned heading to the closet where the cuffs were. Shit, I might have to use her own damn stun gun on her.

"What are you gonna do freak? You're too fucking weak to do anything."

I got to the closet and grabbed the cuffs. "I don't get it Kel, why are you talking shit? I never once called you a bad name."

"You've treated me bad this entire time, and I fucking let you cause I thought that maybe," she shook her head. "You just don't have a fucking heart."

"Over two years Kelly? If I was as bad as you say, why the fuck did you stay with me for over two years? And I do have a heart Kel, it just never came to Tennessee with me."

"Because I fucking loved you, and I thought you loved me but just didn't know how to show it..." she clenched her fists again. "That's right it died when your momma did."

I opened my mouth to say something to her just as there was a pounding at the door. "My sister was right, you're a fucking crazy whore," I seethed pulling the door open roughly.

~*~*~ December 20th, 2008 ~*~*~

I unlocked the door and held it open. "Well, this is home..." I looked at my sister and her new husband nervously. "It's not much," I shrugged.

Rose shook her head and walked past me, followed closely by Emmett. "It's fine Jazz. I'm just happy I get to actually spend a Christmas with you."

Way to lay on the guilt Rose. I closed the door. "I know Rose. I'm really glad y'all are here."

Emmett looked around, "It doesn't look too bad."

"See," Rose said definitely directing the comment to Em before turning to me. "Bathroom? Long flight," she laughed.

I pointed her in the direction to go. "Can't miss it, it's the only door open," I laughed and looked at Em. "Beer?"

"Sure," he said with a smile, settling down into the couch.

I nodded and headed towards the kitchen. This should be an interesting week considering Emmett hadn't been speaking to me since I left home.

I grabbed two beers before getting the wine out. Odds are my sister would like a glass. “So... how are things?" I asked as I got Rose's glass ready.

"Good, I'm a motorcycle cop for Seattle now," he informed me.

"I heard, congrats man," I handed him his beer.

"Thanks," he took the beer and cracked it open before taking a long pull. "So what about you, what have you been doin’ down south?"

I shrugged and opened my own bottle. "Not much… spending my days locked up in a lab doing the forensics thing."

"And fucking some girl," Rose said from behind Em.

"She's my girlfriend Rose." I defended lightly.

"Uh huh," she said taking her glass from the counter. "Thank you."

"So... I'm guessin’ you ain't planning on coming back then, huh?" Emmett asked with a slightly sad expression.

Rose gave me an amused look as I sighed. "I don't know man... I'd probably do more harm than good."

"Right," Rose said sarcastically.

"Rosie," Emmett leaned his head back to look at her before looking at me. "So... tell me about your new girl?" Rose rolled her eyes and muttered something about needing to call the girls.

"What do you want to know?"

"What's she like?" Emmett waggled his eyebrows at me.

Nothing like Ali... "Blonde and beautiful?" I laughed. "I dunno man. She's different."

"Sounds different than your type," he smiled and took another drink. "So what is it about her you like?"

I leaned against the counter and thought it over. "Can I be honest with ya and you won't pound my head in?"

"I ain't here to pound your head in," he reassured with a small smile.

I set my beer down and scrubbed my face over my hands. "The best thing about Kelly is she ain't Ali. Kelly is tall, blonde, can't dance worth shit. Her voice is a bit on the whiney side and her laugh can grate on your nerves. And I like it."

Emmett gaped at me, "So you like her 'cause she ain't Ali-baby?"

"Yeah..." I said softly. "Pretty shitty huh?"

"Can I ask you somethin' without you getting all pissed off?" Em asked, looking at me sideways. I nodded in response. "And have you give me a honest answer?" He added as I looked up to see Rose leaning against the wall watching us. "What did Ali-baby ever do to you?"

"Nothing," I shook my head before taking a long pull of my beer. "What happened between me and her, that was all me. All she ever did was love me."

"And you loved her," Rose said sadly. I nodded in response.

"She..." Emmett paused, he and Rosie exchanged a look. "She's doin' good in school."

"Yeah... and happy with that Gavin guy..." Damn it hurt to know she moved on.

“Garrett,” Rose corrected.

“Whatever,” I muttered.

"You know she broke up with him for about a week around her birthday... I fucking hate the douchebag." Emmett said before he took another drink from his bottle.

"She did? Edward didn't tell me that." I looked at him confused. "And why do you hate him?"

"Probably didn't tell you cause you don't call often enough," Rose said giving me a pointed look.

"Yeah, she did... I dunno why though. And I hate him because he thinks he's so much fucking better than everyone else, fucking walking around in his Armani suits and driving his fucking Mercedes... the way he talks to Ali-baby you'd think his shit don't stink."

"Oh... So he's got money huh?" Never thought she'd go for that...

Rose snorted. "No, just a small pecker." Clearly Rose isn't his biggest fan.

Emmett shrugged, "Who gives a fuck, frankly I'm disappointed that she went with the first dick who gave her attention since-" Rosie shushed him.

"Since? Me?" I offered to fill in the blanks before tossing my empty bottle in the recycle bin. "So let me get this straight. You, Rose, don't like him ‘cause he's got a small dick. And Em, you don't like him ‘cause he acts like he's God's gift to the world? Hate to think what y'all thought of me."

"You don't have to be a bitter asshole to us Jasper Alexander. We never told you to leave." Rose snapped.

"I'm not being bitter. It just seems like y'all don't like him ‘cause he's an outsider. The only outsider I've ever seen y'all take in, no questions asked was Bella, but hell she's family."

"We took you in didn't we?" Emmett asked.

"Did you really have a choice?" I countered.

"Yeah, we did. We could've been horrible little shits to you, but you were cool, you didn't talk to Ali-baby like she was a piece of shit even when you were tappin’ it." Emmett defended.

"What?" I asked but was cut off by Rose's scoff.

Rose rolled her eyes. "Now I see why you shouldn't drink. You're a dick sometimes."

"How am I being a dick? It's just a simple fucking question." I looked at my sister who rolled her eyes at me again as she leaned against her husband. "Whatever, now what do you mean he's talking to her like shit?" I looked at Emmett.

"Just the shit he says to her..." Emmett shook his head. "He's not good enough and he fucking knows it, so he's trying to bring her down or some psychological mumbo-jumbo."

I raised my eyebrow at that. "And Ed hasn't killed him yet?"

"She won't let him. She ignores the shit we say cause 'she's happy'," Emmett said the last part with finger quotes.

I sighed and shrugged. "As long as she's happy, right?"

"Right," Emmett agreed, picking at the label on his beer probably realizing it was a lost cause.

"I'm sorry man," I sighed.

"So, are we getting the tree tomorrow?" Rose asked, clearly changing the subject.

---

We got a tree and decorated it and as usual, Emmett ate the popcorn Rose had intended to use to make as garland. Really I didn't see the point of the popcorn garland, especially when Emmett ate most of the supplies, yet Rose insisted on the tradition. But somehow we managed to not kill each other. I was grateful that Rose brought Emmett with her. I missed him and honestly, he kept Rose's snark at minimum and attitude in check.

Kelly came over a few times. She was anxious to meet Rose and I knew there was no way to avoid it. Emmett was kind to her, cracking jokes and just being Em, while Rose... well she was being Rose.

It was Christmas Eve and Rose wanted us to have the Christmas dinner tonight. She tired to justify it as being a new tradition for us, truth be told I just think she didn't want to cook after she got her gifts. Almost as if she was expecting something big.

"So will trailer trash be here?" Rose asked as she pulled the ham from the oven.

"Rosie," Emmett said in a warning tone.

"Yes, Rose, Kelly is going to be here. She doesn't have family and since she is my girlfriend, I included her." I explained.

"Fine, I'll be nice. But don't expect me to like her, 'cause I don't."

"I know. And I'm okay with the fact that you'll never like anyone I date from here on out ‘cause of one simple reason."

"Oh yeah? Why's that smart ass?" She asked.

"'Cause it ain't Alice," Emmett and I both said together before laughing.

"Oh shut up. And you feel the same Em don't deny it!" She laughed.

"Yeah, it's true... you two belong together... " Em said with a small smile.

I rolled my eyes and started to set the table. "I tell you what. If there is ever a chance for that again, I'll be on the first flight home. Just don't hold your breath, okay?"

"Sure dude, you know I'd much rather you for a brother-in-law... in law," he smiled a bit. "Then that piece of trash."

I laughed and nodded just as the door opened. "Hey Kel, we're in the kitchen!" I called out.

I heard the sound of high heels against the hardwood floor, a sound I now recognized thanks to my sister's habit of wearing them around the house, before hearing Rose gasp and Emmett mutter something under his breath. I turned to see why they both look so shocked only to be faced with someone who looked like Kelly... only not.

"Kel?" I asked.

She smiled in response. "You like it Jasper?" she asked as her hand went to mess with her short and now black hair. I just gaped at her in response. "I thought it would be a good Christmas gift. Makes me look sexy, doesn't it?"

I could see Emmett cover his mouth with his hand as Rose excused herself from the room.

"Kel... what did you do?" I asked, finally taking in the rest of her appearance. Not only had she cut and dyed her hair like Alice's used to be, but she had also tried to copy the way she used to dress – in high school.

"I got a makeover," she smiled brightly but fell slightly as she studied my face. "You don't like it?"

God no I don't. "It's just... different." I lied with a shrug.

She looked over at Emmett before coming over to me and wrapping her arms around my waist. "I figured if I could be a little more like her…" she said softly.

"Jesus Kelly," I sighed. She chewed her lip and excused herself just as Rose returned. I heard the bedroom door close and I waited for the inevitable shit to hit the fan or whatever was coming my way from Emmett and Rosalie.

"Well, I guess she ain't that much different than Ali-baby now," Emmett said, not so subtly stifling a laugh.

"Wow... what the hell Jazz? Won't fuck her or something?" Rose asked, not even bothering to hide her giggles.

"Oh my God," I breathed just staring at the direction of my bedroom door.

"I don't know whether to call her a whore for being the white trash version of my best friend or just call her crazy," Rose said shaking her head. "Oh I know!" She clapped happily. "Crazy whore!" She chirped then laughed mischievously. "I can't wait to tell the girls."

I just shook my head. What have I gotten myself into?

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Chapter 24

APOV

The day Jasper left I got up early to see him off, we'd had an interesting night, that was for sure. I’d always known that Kelly was trying to be a new version of me, but I never really understood why, and now that I knew, I kind of felt bad for her. I knew what it was like to be in love with someone who was unattainable like Jasper, 'cause I had been there before. But at the same time, at least I felt really desired, maybe loved even because Jasper had really tried to get over me. He moved away trying to get me out of his head, the same thing I was trying to do, and he was just as unsuccessful as I was.

Even though it was probably the wrong thing to do, because he hadn't broken up with Kelly and I was supposed to be getting over Garrett, we made love. It was tender and warm and caring and just so many other things, it was all too much for me to process just yet.

I knew Jasper wanted to work things out with me, he wanted to try again with me, he still loved me. Do I let Jasper Whitlock, breaker of hearts and minds back into my life in that way? I looked around my room, the rumpled sheets and the smell of sex unmistakable. I guess I already had, without really realizing or acknowledging it, but I was in control of this time. Wasn't I?

I mean, it's not my fault that I couldn't control how my body reacted to him, but I could control how much power he had over me, right? I sighed and took another drink from my coffee. I still loved Jasper very much, and not having him in my life would hurt, a lot. Honestly, if Kelly somehow managed to get him to stay I would end up so brokenhearted I didn't exactly know what I would do.

It had been a few hours since I dropped him off at the airport and already a feeling of sadness and loneliness was beginning to set in. I put my cup in the sink and began cleaning my coffee pot when I heard my phone beep to let me know I received a text message.

I picked it up off the charging station and looked at the screen. It was from Jasper, I pressed the button to read it. Can I just turn around and forget my stuff in TN?

I smiled and pressed reply.

You'd break Em's heart if you didn’t get all those comic books.

Right, Comics. We just landed by the way.

I chuckled; glad you got there ok, do you miss me?

Yes, the sooner I do this, the sooner I get back right?

That made my heart flutter. Yeah, definitely. I miss you... and can still smell you.

I miss you too and I hope I smell good! I have to get a cab. Call you later?

Sure. I kissed the screen on my phone then added; I sent you a kiss too.

I expect more when I get back! Love you Ali Cat.

Love you 2. I smiled as I closed my phone. He didn't have to text, but he did. I chewed my lip as I considered what that could mean. Was he more serious this time? Would he freak out again if things got too serious?

I decided not to dwell on it too much and after calling Bella and Rosalie and telling them that we needed some girl time, I got ready for the day.

Mani’s-pedi’s and shopping, who could ask for more?

~*~oOo~*~

A few hours of walking around the Northgate Mall and we were beat. We found a nice little Greek food place to have lunch before our mani-pedis and everything was going well until Rosalie decided we should talk about more important things than Jimmy Choo and Dolche.

"Jazz gave you back the casserole dish, right?"

"Um..." had he? I thought about it for a moment. "Oh yeah, he did, I found it in the foyer after..." I stopped myself from saying anything else. I really didn't want to remember the shit Garrett said, or reveal how deep I was in with Jasper.

"After... what? You fucked him against another wall?" she joked.

I blanched, I hadn't told anyone about that, I glanced over at Bella who was reading the wine menu. "No, when Garrett and I broke up... and he told me he'd been doin' his assistant for three months because I was icy." I swallowed hard.

Bella gasped as Rose rolled her eyes. "No you're not. He was a sleaze ball anyway Ali... good riddance." Rose said with a shake of her head.

"Yeah..." I took a drink of my tea and studied Rosalie for a moment. "Who told you about the wall incident?" Incident, like it was a crime. Oh geez, Nerdy Boy rubbed off on me... in so many ways... God! Why am I such a perv?!

She laughed. "Who do you think?"

"Emmett? Of course, Nerdy Boy still tells him everything huh?" I sighed. "So what else did he tell Em?"

She shrugged. "You know the usual. He fucked up, doesn't know how to fix things. Still gets a hard on looking at your legs..."

Bella snorted at the last part. "So almost everything he tells Ed?" Rose nodded in response.

"Wait... what?" I asked, looking at Bella confused.

"I knew about him coming to Ed and asking what to do. Especially after your surprise engagement dinner. The legs thing," she shook her head and laughed, "he didn't tell Ed about that."

"Yeah, I would think not... Ed punched him once when were kids for looking at me in a bikini." I giggled a little, "So he really asked for their help to fix things?"

"Ed also tried to drown him," Rose added. "Yeah, he really did. Believe it or not Ali he still loves you."

"I know, he told me he still loves me..." I took a bite of my gyro. "But I mean who's to say that he won't do the same thing as before... when shit gets intense he bails. Or at least that’s the way it's always seemed to me."

Rose shrugged and picked at her salad.

"What if things are different now? Like, I remember he always seemed a little off. Emmett told me that Jasper was always afraid of the dark, afraid that it was because his parents loved him that they died..." Bella sighed. "What if he's finally realized there's nothing to be afraid of?"

I thought about it; he was a little unusual... but it didn’t matter, he had always been my Jasper, so I never put too much thought into it. "Maybe... I hope so," I sighed. "Does it sound stupid that I still want my fairytale happily ever after with him?"

"No," both Rose and Bella answered.

"If anyone deserves it I think you do," Rose said with a small smile.

"Thanks," I smiled back. "I keep thinkin' that maybe I should've stayed broken up with Garrett, you know?"

"Why's that?" Bella asked.

"Cause I wouldn't have had to go through all this, you know? I mean when Jasper sent me the letter..."

"I think this is just what you two needed. It gave my brother a good kick in the pants that's for sure."

"Wait, what letter?" Bella asked, ignoring Rose completely.

*~*~* February 14th 2008 *~*~*

It was my twenty-first birthday, and I was only kind of looking forward to going out that night. Bella, Ang, Rosie and the guys were determined to take me out and get me drunk for my birthday. I didn't really want to go either, not since Nerdy Boy left. I mean, he was the one who always seemed to make my birthdays special for me.

But I had a new boyfriend, Garrett, who was really sweet, and he was planning on going to this shin dig too so I figured why not? I had just moved into my gorgeous condo and was really proud of the fact I was buying something, and well, I guess I had lots to celebrate.

I went downstairs to check the mail, hoping for some birthday cards with cash. Childish yes, but it's still fun to get some spending money for simply being born. I turned the key and opened my mail cube to see a small package and a few cards waiting. I took them back upstairs before I looked to see who they were from.

Once I got upstairs I decided to open the package first. I picked it out of the pile and looked at the return address; who the fuck would send me something from Tennessee?

It couldn't be! I ripped the small box open to find a Polaroid picture confirming my suspicions; it was a photo of me and Nerdy Boy, cuddling, and from the date on the picture it was from two-thousand-and-two. The watch he got me was very cool; Ed Hardy, huh... looks like Nerdy Boy finally picked up a little fashion sense. I smiled at the watch and put it to the side before I picked up the letter, I was nervous, I had no idea what he would say to me after all this time. I reread the note at least a dozen times, it made me hopeful, depressed, nostalgic and sad all at the same time.

Why had he written this? Why had he made it seem like I was the one who cut him out and not the other way around? Why didn't he mention anything about the baby picture of Ryan I’d sent him?


I had so many questions and no way to get any answers.


I called Rosalie, there was no way I was going out after this. It rang a few times and she answered sounding breathless. "Hey Rosie?"


"Hey Ali, what's up?" she asked cheerfully.


"Um... I can't go out tonight," my voice cracked.


"What? Why? What's wrong?" she asked, slightly panicked.


"I got a letter from Jasper..." My voice was barely a whisper at this point. I was so close to completely breaking down.


"Whoa," she breathed. "Do you need me to come over? 'Cause I will."


"Yeah... please? I don't wanna be alone right now..."


"I'll be right there. Wanna talk to Em until I get there?" She asked and I could hear the sound of her grabbing her keys.


"No... I need to call Rhett... see you soon..." I said before I began sobbing.


"Alright, I'm on my way babe." I hung up and managed to gather enough courage to break it off with Garrett via text message. It's cold to do it that way, and definitely the pussy way to do things, but I couldn't talk and he deserved someone better than me, someone who was over their ex.

*~*oOo*~*

After my day with Rosie and Bella I went home exhausted and thrilled all at the same time. It felt good to talk about what was going on with my girls and we had fun shopping, well I had more fun than anyone else, and getting my nails done always worked to cheer me up a bit.

I hung up my all new clothes before getting dinner started. Dinner for one, I sighed, well, maybe soon it could be dinner for two.

I heard my phone begin ringing 'Hanging by a Moment,' and rushed to grab my phone. "Hey N.B.!" I chirped.

"Hi Ali... sorry I got you on speaker right now, just until I get the damn porcelain cleaned up." He sighed.

"Why? What happened?" Jasper wasn't normally a clumsy person.

"Well, I'm single again... and Nana's teapot is destroyed... Seriously she had to go for that?! She couldn't go for the expensive computer... fucking bitch."

"I take it she didn't take it well?" I sighed a little at his discomfort, wishing I could be there to cheer him up.

He chuckled. "Nope... actually no, she was okay with it until she saw the boxes with Forks printed on the mailing label. Then all hell broke loose."

"Why?" I was confused.

"I told her I was transferred..." he stopped for a minute as he banged something in the background. "Then she saw the boxes with the comics and asked if I was doing this for you."

"And?"

"I told her the truth. Yes and no. Yes, I'm going back because you're willing to give us another chance. And no, that wasn't the only reason. I told her that it made sense to be back in Washington. My family and friends are there. I have no one here," he chuckled darkly. "I'll give you two guess but you'll only need one to figure out how she took the last part."

"Really bad... So you told her? About us I mean."

"Yeah. I wasn't gonna lie to her Ali," he said softly with a sigh.

"What did she say?" I asked as I sat down.

"Does it matter?" he asked.

"You gonna start keepin’ things from me again?" I knew that was low, but I really wanted open, honest communication between us this time.

"No," his voice was closer now. "No. She was just saying shit that wasn't true. Said you were lying to me so you could get what you wanted. Stuff like that."

"Lying about what?" I asked with a laugh.

He sighed. "About how you felt."

"And what, in her opinion, is what I wanted?" I asked, arching my eyebrow. I seriously needed to get on a plane to cut a bitch.

He laughed. "Her unhappy, since you were jealous of what she had with me. I told her she was the one jealous of what you and I had but she told me I was blind to your ways."

I snorted, "Yeah, and that’s why I was out bleaching my hair and using spray on tan right?" I rolled my eyes. "Please tell me you told her to shove it up her ass and leave?"

He laughed. "She's gone, if that's what you wanted to know. I had to call a guy from work to come get her, but she's gone."

"Whoa, you had to call someone to force her to leave?" Girl really is a psycho!

"It's not as bad as it sounds Ali... It was more so I didn't hurt her. She was going for mom's things..."

"What gives her the right to do that to you?" I felt outraged.

"Because she couldn't touch our stuff, I left our box at Bella's," he sighed again. "I don't know. All I know is I'm getting the fuck out of here as soon as possible."

"I don't blame you... is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"

He laughed a little. "Not unless you could just show up like now?"

"I wish... I miss you so much... and I am still walkin' funny," I said with a giggle.

"Damn girl... and to think I didn't even fuck you the way I used to," he teased. "I miss you too Ali."

"Oh God," I didn't mean to moan that. "The way you used to fuck me... I still touch myself when I think about it," I teased right back.

"You gonna show me that when I get back right?" His voice deepened when he asked that.

"If you want me to," I bit my lip to restrain the girly giggle.

"Fuck yes I want you to," he groaned. "Damn it Ali I have to pack not jerk off."

I let the giggle out, "Aww Nerdy Boy... I'm sorry. I'll stop, I can't wait 'til you come back and show that you really can make me walk funny."

He laughed. "Yes, I'll show you alright. Baby, I gotta go finish packing up," he said sadly.

"Call me when you take rest stops and stuff?" I asked hopeful.

"Of course. Get some sleep Ali Cat, one of us has to."

"I'll be thinkin' of you... Will you be okay?" I asked, worried about him not sleeping on his way home.

"Yeah, I'll be fine Ali. I'm gonna take my meds don't worry. I love you."

My heart skipped, I swear it did. "I love you... Be safe."

"Of course. Night Ali."

"Night," I said before closing my phone and hugging it to my chest. Maybe things really would change for the better this time.

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Chapter 23

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JPOV

I was grateful that my sister asked me to Ali's to return the damn casserole dish. When I told her I would do it later, she insisted that I had to do it immediately.

When I got to her condo, I could clearly hear her struggling with someone. Naturally my training kicked in when I noticed the door was left open. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't relieved that it was only Garrett, but that seemed to make me even more pissed.

I wanted to deck him when he hurt Alice with his words, but I was stunned honestly. I've never liked the guy, but for him to throw out his infidelity and admit to using the wedding as a way to get her to warm up to him, that was low.
But I had no room to talk. Here I was hoping that their marriage wouldn't happen, after I left her when she needed me the most.

She loved him, I know she did. She even told me so, but to hear the pain as she cried, it tore at me from the inside out. I wanted to run after him and kick his ass, or call Edward and let him do it, and comfort her all at once.

I gave her the one thing I knew she needed the most; stayed to care for her.

I laid with her all night and held her as she cried. I tried making her laugh, succeeding several times, but the tears always won out.

In the morning she called into work, using the excuse that she needed some personal time. I didn't want to leave her, especially now, but I had to complete my work before leaving.

I had expected the day to go much slower than it did. But before I knew it four in the afternoon came and I was heading back to Ali Cat's condo.

I decided that tonight I was going to show her that I still loved her. Sure my timing was off, but I figured if she wanted to try to get things back to how they were when I got back, I should show her that I want it too.

I pulled my bike up in front of the sushi place in town that Bella and Rose claimed was Ali’s favorite, when I saw him. The Armani prick was already out, parading some blonde woman around. I was honestly shocked he had moved on so quickly with this chick I could only presumed was his assistant, Kate.

He looked over at me and I saw him tense up. Good, I thought as I got off the bike. "Garrett! Funny seeing you so soon, " I taunted.

He rolled his eyes at me, but didn't say anything. "Oh, I'm sorry did I interrupt something?" I asked, focusing my attention on his companion.

"No, we were just heading to the museum," She smiled at me.

"Where are my manners? I'm Jasper," I held my hand out to her.

"Kate," she responded, shaking my hand as Garrett glared.

"Pleasure meeting you." I glanced at Garrett before looking back at Kate. "Do you mind if I speak to Garrett real quick? I forgot to tell him something the last time we spoke and it's important."

She smiled and shook her head. "No, of course."

I walked to the side of the building where there was an alley and waited for Garrett to follow. "This better be good," he snarled.

"Oh it will be," I said before shoving him against the wall, holding him up with my forearm pressed against his neck. He tried to fight back and talk shit which only made me laugh. "Don't say a word prick, the more you do that, the more pressure my arm will place on your esophagus aiding in your asphyxiation, so if you have plans to continue fucking your secretary I suggest you stop and listen to me."

He stopped struggling and looked at me, his eyes showing signs of panic.

"Good, now listen carefully. You never deserved her. I may have hurt her and left her when she needed me, but I never made her self-conscious or joked to her brother about fucking someone else. You come anywhere near her again and I will release the hounds. Believe me… You don't ever want to cross Edward and Emmett when it comes to Ali Cat." He glared at me in response and I applied a little more pressure as I leaned in to whisper in his ear. "And as far as her being a fridged bitch... you couldn’t be more wrong," I pulled back to see the confused look on his face, making me smirk.

"I just have to say, nothing feels better than when she cums around my cock especially like she did a few weeks ago. I guess you just didn't know how to get her hot," I taunted, letting go of him.

He leaned against the wall gasping for air. "You fucking asshole," he rasped out.

I laughed. "I'm the asshole? Right." I rolled my eyes before pulling my fist back and hitting him square in the face which made a sickening crunching noise. "That's for hurting Alice in ways you'll never understand." I saw the blood on his face and smiled before leaving him in that alley.

"He'll be back in a few moments. So sorry to keep you," I said politely to Kate before bidding her farewell.

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When I got to Ali Cat's condo, I entered the code to get into the building before making my way up to her place. I called her to let her know I was coming over with dinner so she said she would leave the door unlocked.

"Ali I'm here!" I called out as I closed and locked the door.

"Be right down!" she called back from her office in the loft. I made my way to the kitchen to unload the bags of sushi I picked up. "Oh my God, did you get me sushi?" A.C.'s happy voice drifted over to me.

"Oh my God, I did!" I mimicked her enthusiasm.

She scowled at me playfully. "I would've jumped on you and said thank you, but now you ruined that."

I snapped my fingers in disappointment, wincing slightly. "Damn that hurt..." I muttered. "Anyway, I figure sushi would be a good comfort food."

"Thank you," She smiled, giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"You're very welcome. Thank God for California rolls or I'd starve," I teased before popping one in my mouth. "Table or living room?" I asked, picking up a few of the plates.

"Doesn't matter, where are you most comfortable?"

"Uh huh, your dinner surprise, you pick. Otherwise we'll eat right here in the kitchen," I teased, knowing how much she hated that.

"Living room... We can watch movies," she suggested.

I nodded and started heading that way. "By the way, there's Sake in the bag."

"Tryin’ to get me drunk?"

I laughed and shook my head. "Of course not. I just thought wine with dinner... and since Sake is Japanese wine I figured it’d go well with sushi."

She laughed a little. "And getting me drunk so you could take advantage of me didn't cross your mind?" she asked with a small smile.

I smirked, "No, why would I do something like that? You know I like you sober."
"I like you when you're drunk," she winked.

I laughed, setting the plates down on the table. "Well... lucky for you, your computer is upstairs."

"Why, you planning on taking me over a desk again, Nerdy Boy?"

She keeps purring like that I just might, I thought. "Actually, not right now... we have to talk."

"Okay..." She looked a little nervous.

"It's not bad, I promise," I gave her a smile. "It's just I'm leaving for Tennessee tomorrow and I wanted you to know that I'm coming back... but... I just... I wanted to know your thoughts... about us..."

She finished chewing the piece of sushi she had in her mouth before answering, "I’m still in love with you."

I couldn't help the grin on my face. "I’m still in love with you too, Alice..."

"So... what do you wanna do about that?" she asked, chewing on her lip.

"Well... I want to try again. But do things differently though." I took her hand in mine. "If you want to, that is."

She smiled, "Yeah, I do. I mean, it might seem kinda soon, but... I want it if you do."

"We don't have to jump into it. I just want to be yours again, you know? I missed you."

"I want to be yours too, I feel like I never really left you, you know? Like when you left, you took a part of me."

I nodded. "I think I left a big part of myself here as well... and it took me coming back to realize it."

"Did you miss me while you were away?" she asked, lacing her fingers with mine.

"I did." I admitted. "I even tried to forget you... but I couldn't."

"What did you think about?"

"Everything... at times I would think I could hear you laughing when I did something stupid at work. I would remember the way you'd let me cry when I had those dreams about my parents. I would miss the way you'd kiss me when you thought I was going to say something embarrassing, or even just to shut me up when I rambled."

The corner of her mouth curled up into a smile. "I missed you so much too."

"I'm sorry I left Ali... I want to make it up to you."

"How do you plan on doin' that N.B.?"

"Honestly... I don't know." I looked down at our hands. How do you fix something like that?

"This was a good start," She smiled. "Are you sure when you go back Kelly isn't gonna figure out a way to keep you there?"

I nodded and leaned my head against the couch. "Yeah I'm sure. That's why I'm leaving so early tomorrow, I want to have time to pack up all my stuff before she gets home from work."

"When are you coming back..."

I rubbed my face with my free hand and sighed. "Uh, I’m hoping three days tops. I'm driving back though so could be longer could be less, depending on the weather and roads."

"I'll miss you," She blushed. "That's kinda dumb huh?"

I shook my head. "No, not dumb. I was toying with the idea of taking you with me, but I didn't want you to be exposed to the crazy ex."

"Soon to be ex," she corrected. "I could handle her."

I laughed. "I'm sure you could Ali Cat."

"But?"

"But nothing. I just think it's easier for me to go out there, do what I got to do and come back," I shrugged.

"Okay... If you really don't want me to protect you from the she-devil..." she teased.

"Oh, you think you can protect me?" I looked at her amused.

She sat a little straighter. "I may be little, but I'm fiesty."

I laughed and smiled at her. "You're beautiful you know that?"

"You really think so?"

"I do. Even when you're in PJs you’re beautiful." I tugged on the leg of her flannel pants.

She blushed and smiled before looking at our joined hands. "Did you want to stay tonight?"

"I'd like that."

She smiled and took another bite of sushi. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Of course."

"How did you go from dating someone like Kayla to dating the crazy trashy version of me?"

I spit my sake out in surprise. "Kayla?" How the hell did she know about Kayla?

"Um when I went to Tennessee... I met her," She chewed her lip.

"What? When? Why? How come no one told me?" So many questions ran through my mind.

"About two years ago..." She chewed her lip nervously. "I wanted to ask you why you left, I wanted to confront you... but compared to her I looked frumpy and fat and gross... she was really nice to me though."

“Yeah, she's a sweetheart. Too good for me. Wait, you met her?" I was seriously confused.

"Yeah, at Applebees...she saw me sittin’ by myself so she came over to talk to me..."

I shook my head, what was it with the women leaving me out of things? "Wow," was all I could say.

"Answer my question," she said impatiently.

"Alright, Alright... relax..."

~*~*~April 16th, 2008~*~*~

"Jasper! You're still here?" A female voice asked from behind me. I spun in my chair to see Detective Morgan leaning against the door frame.

She was attractive, but not my type. Not like my type had been working for me lately. I knew she had a thing for me, hell, the whole department seemed to know this. I kept passing on her obvious attempts to get me alone. Why? She was a tall, leggy, blonde... the pantsuits she wore made one think that she could quite possibly be Hugh Heffner's next girlfriend if he saw her. She was also quiet, and a people pleaser.

Everything Alice isn't. A voice said in my head. Jesus, almost three years and I still can't get her out of my mind.

"Jasper?"

"Oh sorry. Yeah still here," I gave her a tight smile.

She looked at her watch and smiled. "I know Amber doesn't want to pay overtime so you, my friend, need to hang the coat up."

"I'm just finishing up in here. You know, procedure."

She nodded. "You're a good guy, Jasper." No I'm not, I thought as she turned to leave. "Oh, we're all going to O'Mally's for a celebratory drink. You should stop by, since the case would still be open if you hadn’t found the paper trail..."

I shook my head. "Just my job and thanks... I'll think about it."

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I don't know what made me go to the pub, but I did. Drink after drink, I found myself relaxing and talking to Detective Morgan - Kelly - more and more. Innocent flirting turned into more and before I knew it she was in my bed.

When she asked me out to dinner the next night, I told her I wanted to keep things casual, see how things go.

That was my first mistake.

I used work as an excuse for why we couldn't be serious, much like using Edward as the excuse with Ali-Cat. As time progressed I found myself comparing Kelly to Alice. Kelly swore, drank and smoked. Alice only swore with reason, didn't drink as much or smoke. She got me to talk about my past, wanted more information about my friends and family, but every time Alice came up in a story, she'd roll her eyes or groan. Even Kayla tried to warn me. She said the attraction wasn't normal. I just laughed it off and told her it was fine.

I tried my hardest to not think about Ali while I was with Kelly. After all, she moved on and according to Rose she was happy with her newest beau. I deserved the same right?

A month later, Kelly had managed to move into my apartment. It bothered me because this was my space, it held my secrets, but I suppose it made sense, she spent more time here than she did at her own place.

“You know, I think we should have sushi tonight," Kelly suggested as she sat on the couch.

"No," I stated plainly.

"Why not? It's delicious."

"It's raw fish, fish that live in bacteria filled waters. It’s disgusting."

"Awww... but Jasper, I want sushi," She pouted.

"Then go eat it, just do not bring into my house." I rubbed my hands over my face pushing my glasses up.

She laughed. "God, you're a dick. If you don't like raw fish then get California Rolls, those are cooked."

Yeah, I know because that's all I‘d eat when Alice wanted sushi. I snapped back in my head. "No, I don't want that shit in my apartment!"

"Our, Jasper… Our apartment," she tried to correct.

"Until your name is on the lease, it's my apartment. If you don't like it, there's the door," I pointed at the front door and immediately felt bad when I saw the hurt flash across her face.

She got up and made her way to me, straddling my lap. "Is my poor lab tech stressed out?"

"I don't want to do this right now Kel," I pushed her off my lap.

She stood up in a huff. "If I was fucking Alice you'd be all over me!" she shouted storming towards the bedroom. "Face it Jasper, you weren't good enough for her!"

She was right.

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I opened the door to the apartment and was grateful that I was alone. I knew hell was gonna be paid when Kelly got here and honestly, I just wanted to get the bulk of my things packed before she got home.

I carried the boxes into the office and carefully started to pack up my comic books. It may seem silly that a grown man would be as protective as I was over these, but I had a lot of Stan Lee's first edition books. I'll be damned if they got ruined.

My mind was racing with things I had to do before Kelly got back. I had to separate my stuff into three categories; going with me, ship to Emmett, and sell. I knew the majority of my furniture would be sold. I couldn’t very well fit a desk from Ikea in the trunk space of the Prius.

Things like my comic books and collectibles were getting shipped to Emmett and Rose. They said that they would take care of them until I found my own place. Then my clothes, movies, Mom and Dad's possessions, and work stuff was going with me in the car.

Just as I was labeling the last of five comic book boxes, I heard the unmistakable sound of Kelly's shoes on the hardwood floor.

"Jasper?" she called out.

"Office Kel," I answered, almost wishing I hadn’t. I could hear her footsteps pick up as she hurried towards the office. She tackled me on the floor, kissing me everywhere she could.

"I'm so glad you're home, I missed you so much!"

I pushed her away. "Kel, we gotta talk."

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Chapter 22

APOV

A few days after Jasper announced that he was moving back to town – a fact which he told me before anyone else… which, frankly, came as a shock to me – Garrett came home.

I was definitely planning going to break off the engagement, but I wasn't sure if I wanted to break up with him totally or not, because I mean, how would it look? My Ex comes back to town and suddenly I dump my boyfriend?

I asked Garrett to come over to my place and I think we might've gotten our signals mixed up because the second he arrived he was all over me, kissing and touching me with meaning. I pulled away, trying to hint to him that we seriously needed to talk. He wasn't listening, instead he kept on kissing and nibbling on my neck while groping me. We'd been in this situation before, sometimes he just gets really horny being away from me and wants me so much that he can't help himself. But I was starting to get worried, I had definitely told him to stop, that I wanted to talk and even pushed against him a few times.

What the hell?

Before I could freak out too much, Garrett finally moved away from me. I felt relieved until I realized that he didn't willingly move of his own accord.

"Let the lady talk," Nerdy Boy said while shoving Garrett slightly. I gaped at him, then at the open door, had Garrett left that open?

"Why the fuck are you here?" He glared at Jasper.

"My sister asked me to drop something off for her. Someone left the door open and I heard Ali telling someone to stop. Would you want an attacker hurtin' her?" Jasper challenged.

Garrett just glared, "Um..." I cleared my throat, getting their attention. "Rhett, I don't think we should get married right now..."

Garrett gaped at me, "What? Why baby? Are you having second thoughts, everyone has those, it'll go away," he said, edging closer to me.

"No," I shook my head. Garrett stared, then narrowed his eyes before looking between me and Jasper.

"This is cause of him isn’t it? You're doin this because the asshole who left you while you were fucking pregnant came back?" I shook my head in protest, but he wasn’t listening. "Fuck you! Just so you know, I've been fucking Katie, my assistant for the past three months. I was hoping marriage would thaw that icy exterior of yours, but I guess not. Have a nice life." He spat, turning and walking out the front door while I tried to catch my breath.

He'd been cheating on me? For three months? Three whole months?!

OhmyGod, I was just trying to put off the engagement till I figured things out. Did he just break up with me? My knees buckled and I suddenly felt the wood of my floor under them just as the hot tears rushed down my cheeks. "How could he?!" I wailed. I felt Jasper's presence as he wrapped me in his arms, pulling me to him as I cried.

I clung as he cradled me in his arms and carried me into my room and laid me on the bed before he rushed out of the room, but before I could wonder where he was going I heard the front door shut and lock. When he returned he laid down next to me and pulled me close.

"I'm sorry Ali Cat," he whispered into my hair as he gently rubbed my back.

"Three months?" I sounded as miserable as I felt.

"Want me to kick his ass?" he offered.

"Yes," I sobbed, "Actually no, but it felt good to say yes."

He chuckled softly. "Can I kick his ass and call it a science experiment?"

I couldn't help but laugh at that, N.B. and his science experiments.

*~*~* November 11th 2003 *~*~*

We laid on our sides on his standard issue, extra long twin bed. I was glad that Edward was off someplace with Bella and not here at the college, because I knew that if he were anywhere near campus Jasper would not be touching me the way he was. His palm rubbing circles into my stomach as his fingers ghosted along the waistband of the WU sweats I was wearing, completely distracting me from watching the hotness that was Ben Affleck and Josh Hartnett on the TV screen.

It had been a while since I’d been anywhere near to being this close to him, but right now, I could feel the bulge in his jeans perfectly up against the crack my ass, which in and of itself was completely distracting.

With every stroke of his hand I felt myself getting incredibly turned on, especially when I noticed it getting lower and lower with each circle he made. I bit my lip hard to keep from moaning out when the tips of his fingers finally made their way inside the sweats, I felt my nipples stiffen completely of their own accord. I pushed back into him, rubbing my ass against his rigid dick. His hand stopped moving and he pressed his palm flat, his fingertips barely an inch from the top of my thong panties.

My eyes flickered back to the screen just as the infamous sex in the parachutes scene was happening. I realized I was still rubbing my ass against him when I heard him groan and felt him pressing into me with a roll of his hips. I almost smiled from how smug and sexy I suddenly felt.

“You like this scene I take it?” I said a little breathlessly, “I didn’t think it was that hot.”

“And why not?” he asked, sounding insulted.

“Cause, like, they aren't doing very much.”

“And you base this opinion on?” he asked, leaning over my shoulder a little.

“I guess it's like romantic…” I shrugged, trying to be nonchalant about his hand down my pants. “But I've kissed hotter than that.”

“Have you now?” Was it just me or did he sound smug as he said that?

“I have.” I rubbed my ass against him again, just to let him know I did indeed mean with him.

“Perhaps for scientific purposes we need to have an um…” He cleared his throat. “Experiment. I mean it could be that maybe that Josh kid aint your type.” He gently ran his fingers across my lower abdominals. Josh Hartnett is everyone's type, but crap, with him touching me like this. Josh who?

“A scientific experiment huh? And who would you say is my type then?” I asked playfully as I leaned back into him.

I felt him shrug, “I don't know Ali.”

Seriously, he doesn't know? I rubbed my ass harder against him, “You don't know?”

“I uh... I don't know your type?” he sounded distracted.

“Well what's your type?”

“What does that have to do with the experiment? That’s an outside variable that has no relevance to your hypothesis.”

I sighed, “Okay so what did you want to prove with your scientific experiment?”

“Technically it's yours. But you're saying that because they aren't doing much in that scene that it's not hot. Romantic yes, hot no. Correct?” I nodded in response. “Well based on that hypothesis, if you will, you should experiment.” I turned my head to see him blushing slightly. “Maybe trying to just have one simple act with maybe me, only cause we're here now of course, and see if your hypothesis is correct.”

I rolled onto my back, “Wanna dumb that down for me Doogie?”

He shook his head and smiled at me, “You're not dumb Alice. I was just trying to say that maybe we could test your theory…” He bit his lip, he looked really cute when he did that.

“With you?” I asked with a small squeak and a blush.

“Well I mean, sure if you want. I just figured, you know since we're here you could use me if you want.” He gave me a rather sexy half smile.

“Okay,” I agreed a little breathless. Crap, I didn't mean to sound like that. “Um... we should like listen to music or something right?”

“Yes! Of course! Shit, I mean yeah, hold on.” He got up to get the stereo remote. “Uh, anything in particular?” he asked rubbing the back of his neck.

I chewed my lip as I considered it, he had much better musical taste than me. “Lifehouse is supposed to be all romantic sex music right?”

“Sex?” His voice broke and squeaked.

I sat up on my elbows, “You…” Are you a virgin? Wait, that's none of my business. I cleared my throat. “I mean um... like I'm a virgin of course, but like... I dunno…”

“I, uh, wouldn't know.” He shook his head and put the disk in. “No, Lifehouse is good.” He said with a nod and I flopped back onto the bed. My Nerdy Boy was still a virgin? This place was crawling with slutty girls and somehow he'd managed to bypass them all? I heard the soft melody float out from the speakers just before I felt the bed next to me shift and he laid down next to me. I turned to look at him and he looked into my eyes and brushed my hair behind her ears. “You sure about this?”

I chewed my lip out of nervousness. “If you want to, I mean it is my experiment after all.”

“Right.” He said with a smile, after he took his glasses off, he cupped my cheek and brushed his thumb across my lips. His eyes darted up from my lips after a minute and he stared intensely into my eyes. It was all too much, he leaned in then whispered, “Breathe Ali,” I didn't even know I had been holding my breath. He pressed his lips against mine and everything but him and his lips fell away.

The sensation was mind numbing, I wrapped my arms around his neck and laced my fingers through his hair as he deepened the kiss, his tongue massaging mine gently. Without removing his lips, he moved himself so that he was between my thighs, leaning his weight on his forearms. Our kiss went from sweet to frenzied very quickly, I arched my back so I could press myself against him, earning a groan and a grind of his hips into mine.

I felt him shift to lean his weight on one arm as his hand slid up the front of my tank and groped me through my bra. I moaned into his mouth. With that he rolled us so I was on top of him and took advantage of this to wiggle my hips into his very obvious erection while kissing him, both of us moaning into the other’s mouth at the feeling. He moved his hands behind my back and struggled a little with the clasp on my bra before getting it undone, I broke our kiss to pull the bra off and out from under my tank.

My eyes met his half-lidded grayish-blue ones. His breathing was labored, as I felt my chest heaving, I leaned back down to recapture his lips. The minute he palmed the flesh of my breasts in his hands and squeezed them gently I sat back up arching my back and grinding my now soaked center into his arousal. He took advantage of this opportunity to roll us again so I was on my back and my stomach was bared, locking eyes with me he lowered his head and left wet, open mouthed kisses on my skin as he continued to knead my left breast with his left hand, his right hand pushing my shirt higher as he kissed his way higher.

“Jasper!” I moaned out as he took one of my hardened nipples into his mouth and gently sucked. “Ohmygawdd.” I whined, fisting his hair in my fingers as he gently ran his teeth against it. He moved a little so that his erection was now against my hip and the thumb of his left hand was rubbing against my bottom lip as his mouth teased my left nipple distracting me from his right hand that was journeying south.

My head fell back and I moaned, my mind going blank as one of his long fingers slid in between my wet folds and he softly rubbed my clit, making my stomach knot. Shit, it feels so good to have him touch me. I fisted his flannel sheets as I tried desperately to regain conscious thought. He continued his soft grazing with his finger as I moved my hand so I could touch the lean muscles of his side under his shirt.

“Jasper, take off your clothes, please?” I begged, my voice barely above a whisper. He stopped what he was doing to sit on knees next to me and pulled off his shirt, his muscles rippling as he did so. Jasper might be a geek, but he is one sexy as fuck geek.

He looked at me, his eyes smoldering as I too pulled my shirt off. “Better?” he asked.

I pouted a little at him and hooked my fingers into the waist band of his jeans and tugged lightly. “I wanna touch you too.” I told him, pleading with my eyes. I wanted him to think of me as more than just Edward’s kid sister and his best chick friend. I wanted him to desire me, the way I desired him, to love me the way I loved him.

He looked at me, his eyebrows furrowed as he chewed his lip. Well fuck, he isn’t saying no, he just looked unsure. I sat up on my knees and locked eyes with him while I popped the button and unzipped his jeans, pushing them down to his knees. I broke eye contact and watched him as he moved to pull the jeans off and toss them on the floor, noticing the head of his penis straining against the waistband of his boxers. I swallowed hard and met his eyes again as I slid his boxers down, his cock springing free and lightly smacking against my chest because of how close I was.

I heard his breathing hitch as I wrapped my hand around as much of him as I could and started to stroke his velvety soft skin. Not breaking eye contact I lowered my mouth and licked the underside of his dick, leaving a wet kiss on the plump head. His eyes grew wide and his breathing became shaky as I opened my mouth as wide as I could and wrapped my lips around the head, my hand still pumping him. I didn’t know shit about giving head, other than your supposed to suck, so suck I did.

“Oh fuck,” He groaned, his hips thrusting forward a little. His reaction was getting me even more worked up, I wanted him to keep on touching me, but I knew his sweatpants I was currently wearing were getting in the way. I stopped what I was doing, stripped them and my panties off, flinging then into the pile with his jeans.

I looked back up just as he cupped my face and kissed me gently, pushing me so my back was against the sheets again. My heart started to hammer in my chest as I realized we were both naked, together, and kissing, and if he tried to pop my cherry I wasn’t going to stop him. He broke the kiss and began kissing and licking his way down my neck while his hands ghosted my sides and grabbed my hips rather roughly when his lips met my navel, his tongue lightly flicking out and made me moan when I realized what he was planning on doing.

He spread my thighs and situated himself between my legs, looking up at me as he lowered his face and licked me gently, almost teasingly. I fisted the sheet and fell back onto the bed as I felt that knot in my stomach tighten up again. His tongue found my clit as he slid one of his long fingers into me, a slight stab of pain running through me as he pumped and sucked on my clit. I moaned from the pain and pleasure, and from how good he was with his mouth. I held on to the sheets hard to keep from pressing his face further into my crotch as he slid a second finger into me and picked up tempo, licking and sucking my nub like a pro.

My legs were shaking as I got closer, the pressure in my belly intense, but there seemed to be no relief in sight. “Jas-purr,” I panted, “Please, fuck me. Please.” I begged, knowing that from everything I heard, it would feel really, really good right about now.

He lifted his head and looked at me. “Okay... wait, shit... your brother… Ali, he'll kill me.”

“You planning on telling him? Cause I sure as fuck ain't.”

“Well no, I just mean,” He nodded his head in the direction of a jar of condoms on the desk. “He counts those before he leaves and when he returns.” Well shit, fucking Edward and his random OCD ways. I almost laid back and told him to do it without one, I was on the pill for my skin anyway, but then I remembered. Chewing my lip while looking at him I reached over the side of the bed and pulled out the condom they gave me at school yesterday during the safe sex assembly.

“They gave these out at school yesterday.” I told him quietly, holding up the yellow plastic wrapped condom. He raised an eyebrow at me and smirked.

“And you thought you'd need it.” Shit, now he knows I was hoping, praying really, for something to happen.

“I didn't wanna leave it in my room at home.” I looked down because I couldn’t lie looking into his eyes like that.

“Hey,” I felt his finger under my chin, forcing me to look at him. He smiled at me gently, looking so damn cute, I almost forgot we were both naked. “Do you really want this? I mean this is a big step.”

“Were you not just fingering me like two minutes ago? Can you not tell how much I want it?” I asked him, giving him an eyebrow, he smiled at me.

“I'm just checking jeez.” He looked away and chewed on his lip. Wait what if he didn’t want me?

“You don't have to if you don't want me.” I told him softly, hoping I could hold back the tears if he did reject me. His eyes shot back over to me as he gave me an eyebrow.

“I want you, Alice.” That’s new. I thought, but decided to not over think and just go with it. I licked my lips and tried my best to give him an alluring look.

“Then take me Jazz.” I said in a husky voice. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine, taking the condom from my hand. He broke our kiss to unroll the condom over his member and position himself at my entrance, I could feel myself tense up a little in anticipation. He must have sensed it too because he leaned down and kissed me passionately, making me relax as he thrust himself into me, causing both of us moan in unison.

It was definitely a different experience, having him stretching me out. It didn’t hurt that badly though, I mean it was a little uncomfortable at first, but as he started to thrust in and out, and I moved my hips to meet his, that coil in my stomach wound tighter and tighter.

He rolled us so that we were both sitting, and I was in his lap with him still sheathed inside of me. I reached over his shoulders and grabbed the top of the headboard as his hands found purchase on my hips and helped me move on him, drawing me closer to the edge and I wanted it so badly. I bucked harder as his lips kissed and nipped anywhere he could reach.

“God Jazz… so good…” I managed to pant out, bucking even harder as his hips thrust up to meet mine, his mouth finding the soft spot behind my ear and sucked lightly on it, sending me crashing over the edge. I moaned his name in a voice I had never heard before and heard him groan my name against my chest as he came a few seconds after me, pulling my body close as he trembled from the power of his own orgasm.

When we came down, he pulled out and trashed the condom, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close to him. I rested my chin on his chest and stared at the perfection that was his face, he looked back at me and gave me a little half smile before kissing me gently. “You’re beautiful you know that?”

He was so sweet, I had to fight the urge to blurt out that I was in love with him and doodled Mrs. Jasper Whitlock on most of my notebooks. “Not compared to you.” I told him, being as honest as I could.

He smiled, “Nah, I pale in comparison,” he said and bit his lip.

I rolled my eyes, but before I could argue I yawned. “Whatever.” I finally said.

He wrinkled his nose, “I ruined it huh?”

“Nah.” I hugged him. “That was…”

He kissed my shoulder. “Amazing?” he offered.

“Yeah." I sounded breathless again. "It wasn't what I expected.”

He nodded, “Yeah…”

“Are.. I mean, were you a virgin?” He didn't answer, he just blushed. “Jazz?” He diverted his eyes and nodded. “I'm sorry I didn't know, you…” Crap. I felt my face get hot and I couldn't look at him anymore. So I looked down at the sheet. “You were probably saving yourself huh? And then... I…” seduced you. Holy... am I that girl? I buried my face into his side. “Oh gawd.”

He laughed at that. “No, Alice it's okay.”

Is it really? Is he just saying that? Did he really like it? What does this make us now? Does he expect it again... “God I am just thinking about way too much right now, I need to, like, shut my head up.” He kissed me, softly but filled with passion, it definitely shut my head up. “So did you, uh, wanna do it again? Like sometime?” I asked, feeling stupid.

“How about this, we let things go naturally, like, no pressure?” He blushed before adding, “I mean if you want to do it again I'm not gonna complain.”

I kissed him again, another slow passionate kiss. “I could go again, right now.” He looked at me like I was crazy. Okay or not. “Just kidding.” I lied.

“We will again,” another kiss, “I promise.”

“Sooo um… you want me to buy the condoms and I'll hide them in my bag and bring them with me when I come up here?”

He blushed again. “Nah, I'll get them.” He looked down and smiled shyly, “You just make sure your here for me to use them, ‘kay?”

I nodded, trying my best not to explode with happiness. “How are you gonna hide them from E?”

“He stays out of my bio stuff.” He waggled his eyebrows like Emmett did when he was getting into trouble.

“I love the way your mind works!” I squealed and kissed him hard on the mouth.

“That's why it’s good to keep a nerd nearby,” he said with a smirk.

“You’re my sexy as fuck nerd.”

He kissed my forehead, “I think you need to sleep silly Ali.”

“You don't want me to get dressed first?”

“Shit, good point... Here,” he reached for his shirt that was crumpled up on the floor. Inside I was squealing with delight.

“And hand me just the sweatpants too... if Em randomly shows up again... Yeah.”

“Good point again.” He smiled and handed me the sweatpants I had been wearing earlier.

Well that takes care of me... “Um as much as I love your naked body, shouldn't you put something on too?”

He blushed, “I was going to.” He sounded defensive, I just smiled at him as he pulled a clean pair of sweatpants on. “Better?”

I looked down and could see the outline of his cock. I wiggled to ease the want a little and giggled. “You’re naked under the sweatpants.” Oh God now I sound like a kid.

He crawled next to me on the bed and smirked. “So are you Ali,” he said before tickling my sides softly. I giggled a little more before pushing his hands up to my breasts.

“Yep totally commando…” I winked at him. “In case you feel the urge to molest me during the night.”

His face went scarlet. “I'll keep that in mind.”

“Wanna join me in the shower tomorrow?” Since I already made myself sound like a wanton whore for him already.

“Well it is a co-ed shower.” He agreed, sounding a little confused.

Oh crap, he so didn't understand what I meant, my face got hot again as I said, “Like, be in me?”

“I... yeah... I mean... wow... but anyone could find us.” He stammered.

“We'll lock the door... and it's Sunday, we'll go in all early before anyone gets up.”

He bit his lip and nodded before burying his face in my hair. “You're a little minx aren’t you?”

Oh geez. My face got hotter. “Only around you, I really like you Jazz.”

“I really like you too Ali.” He pulled me closer to him.

That made me happy, really happy. I yawned again. “Did you wanna watch another movie?”

“If you want it'd just be background noise for me you know that.”

I guess he was tired too. I shook my head, “Just music.”

He kissed my temple. “Get some sleep baby, we got an early morning.” He said before pulling the chain on his table lamp and sending us into near darkness.

“’Kay.” I smiled huge, I was getting my Nerdy Boy. I looked over at him and watched as he closed his beautiful eyes. I love you.

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